i thought that it wuld make feel less scared about going 2 VU by making a adv and disadv thingy
ADV
id b away from my family
no more chores(as much chores that is)
c the world
learn 2b independent
learn 2 take care of myself
make new friends
b closer 2 gretchen and whoever (id b 3hrs south)
the dorm experience
meet new people
experience new things
learn wat ever im majoring in without family distraction like chorse and crap
id b away from my little brother!!
itd b an adventure! (i luv adventures)
id b able 2 c my great aunt k more often
DISADV
id b away from my family
id b away from my REAL bed
no more lafayette theater work (frown)
i might cry or b lonely
my roommate might b a total BITCH!
i have 2 travel freakin 3hrs every other weekend home
id b closer 2 my hillbilly like cousins
okay seriously my adv out way my disadv any day!! YAY!!
Saturday, January 2, 2010
huge burden lifted!
okay i hav told many people about how i want 2g2 VU and i needed 2 tell my mom about it and that wuld b a major downer 4 me well 2nite it turned out pretty well. OMG!! i was shocked!
okay my dad told me of course that i had 2 tell my mom and that he kind of warmed her up 2 it by telling 'hey she may want 2 g 2 VU 4 freedom, independence and its her decision and etc...' so when my older bro's not really again girlfriend from high school comes over she asks what i want 2 do after high school. bump bump!! bump bump!! even my dad held his breath! i told her that i want 2g2 VU 4 radiology (just a freakin career i picked 2 try) anyway she left after awhile and mom went up stairs! did i make her cry? MAN! i felt bad so i tried 2 drown myself in the shower
an attempt that failed btw!
anyway when i got out my mom was TRYING 'stressing the word' to solve a puzzle and was acting normal.
???
my dad looked relaxed(i think?)
so i thought 2 myself 'screw it' and boldly started helping her with the puzzle and then asked her if we culd talk. then she said wat about.
???
VU
wat about VU?
???? about me going there?
we need 2 fill out the paper work and everything 4 u and c if there is any financial aide we can get (i got confused)
so ur okay with me going?
id rather u didn't go but its ur decision i cant make it 4 u.
(WAT!???!?!?!?! where did that come from i thought that there wuld b tears and yelling and arguing and me going emo and mom not talking 2 me and dad afterwards!!!?!?!?!?!???)
i sensed that she kind of expected that since my dad DID talk 2 her about it a few times. my dad did tell me that she blames him 4 bringing it up and secretley wanting me 2g so dad said if i got in trouble...drugs, mugged, rapped...etc then the blame wuld fall on him. i think my counselor sent the info or maybe since my dads an alumni then idk. the pt bing that i didnt have 2 suffer breaking the news 2 her o and i did tell her that i didnt want 2 ruin her holidays by telling her then and that i had planned on telling her 2nite and she said 'i new wat u were doing'
CREEPY but yet KEWL!!!!
thats 100 pds of worry off my shoulders
okay my dad told me of course that i had 2 tell my mom and that he kind of warmed her up 2 it by telling 'hey she may want 2 g 2 VU 4 freedom, independence and its her decision and etc...' so when my older bro's not really again girlfriend from high school comes over she asks what i want 2 do after high school. bump bump!! bump bump!! even my dad held his breath! i told her that i want 2g2 VU 4 radiology (just a freakin career i picked 2 try) anyway she left after awhile and mom went up stairs! did i make her cry? MAN! i felt bad so i tried 2 drown myself in the shower
an attempt that failed btw!
anyway when i got out my mom was TRYING 'stressing the word' to solve a puzzle and was acting normal.
???
my dad looked relaxed(i think?)
so i thought 2 myself 'screw it' and boldly started helping her with the puzzle and then asked her if we culd talk. then she said wat about.
???
VU
wat about VU?
???? about me going there?
we need 2 fill out the paper work and everything 4 u and c if there is any financial aide we can get (i got confused)
so ur okay with me going?
id rather u didn't go but its ur decision i cant make it 4 u.
(WAT!???!?!?!?! where did that come from i thought that there wuld b tears and yelling and arguing and me going emo and mom not talking 2 me and dad afterwards!!!?!?!?!?!???)
i sensed that she kind of expected that since my dad DID talk 2 her about it a few times. my dad did tell me that she blames him 4 bringing it up and secretley wanting me 2g so dad said if i got in trouble...drugs, mugged, rapped...etc then the blame wuld fall on him. i think my counselor sent the info or maybe since my dads an alumni then idk. the pt bing that i didnt have 2 suffer breaking the news 2 her o and i did tell her that i didnt want 2 ruin her holidays by telling her then and that i had planned on telling her 2nite and she said 'i new wat u were doing'
CREEPY but yet KEWL!!!!
thats 100 pds of worry off my shoulders
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