okay i had so much stress from school and staying up late for fall play and that it was my last time doing a fall play at Harrison so i had a lot on my mind last weekend. i totally 4got that my asian was going to invasion and was expecting to see me ther! so what did i do? i went to my last cast party on my fall play senior night so i missed a whole nite with my asian! he was disappointed when he heard that i wasnt going to be there but my friends tell me that he had fun without me. i feel so bad though! i totally left him hanging! i feel like such a flake! good what isn't stopping me from having a mental nervous break down at the lunch table today? OMFG!!! gretchen says that i shuld tak him 2 c a scary movie so when i get 'scared' then i hav a reason for getting close to him! GENIUS!!!!!!!! the prob wuld b if he doesnt lik scary movies, but what r the odds of that. mayb he'll b like gu jun pyo when he sees a bug or a scary movie!
Another thing that i want to blog about is the fact that now that my little brother is a teen, he assumes that he knows everything there is to know about everything even i have done or had experiences with things that he apparently knows. dontt u hate that! they get all smart ass with u and go nu huh its this not this and u just want to strangle that child that ur parents favor so much!!!!!!! RRRRRROOOOOOOOOAAAAAAARRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyway on the way home my brother was talking to me about track and how he might not b able to lift as much as the other boys, i said things like u may or may not b but he shuldnt b a pussy when it comes to lifting then i said that we wont worry about it until wednesday when we decide to come back. my body has demanded that i get a break from staying after school for a bit. anyway my brother was talking about how we were lifting today if we were there today and i said yeah we wuld lift then we wuld stairs for the rest of the time(the coach's house of pain) and then cool down outside in the freaking rain. then he said that it depends on what even ur doing and i said no we all do the same workout and he said no boys and girls r different and i said that i did this for a while so i wuld no that we train sweat and die TOGETHER no matter what even ur in so that really shut him up and he said to quit talking because i only make it worse than it sounds. that chubby smart ass disrespecting spoiled shit head grew up doing computer/video games, drinking coke, mt dew, eating crap like hot dogs/mcdonalds, and demanding that mom and dad buy him certain things for him even though he complains and talks bad about mom and dad behind their back whenever he has to actually lift a finger to pitch in around the house. sometimes i dream of ripping that smart ass face of his right off his skull and feeding it to the sharks and my brother is one of the two main reasons why i want to get the hell out of my house so Fing bad!!!!!!!! okay done venting and i hear parents coming lata
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